TheCallaLily

Once, mom scolded me for being helpful and told me to fried the fishes. So that was my first time siang ikan, seasoned them with salt and turmeric before fried them all. I was in standard 5 that time, means 11 years old, being scolded for not knowing how to do all those stuffs. Mom might be having a pms moment that time which made her did that to me but why am I telling this out of a sudden? Expectation. Because I am the first child. I am a girl. So that is my intro for this post. We are living this life with full of expectation. Other’s expectation towards us or our expectation against others. Well, it is actually normal thing to happen in our daily life, but the way we handle the situation will make a difference. As for me, I’ve a difficulty to live within the expectation. Why? Because people around me had a high expectation about me. So I found life is so frustrating. I failed myself too many times. I’m not gonna list down all those disappointing ...

aku kan, dah lupa banyak benda. I wonder, is it normal to be this forgetful? Once, I talked to my best friend how clever I was during my schooldays. I didnt study much, but I scored the best. Maybe because my brain is older than my real age. Then I started to think that, if my brain is older than my real age, means right now my brain is just old enough which made me become so forgetful. So whats gonna happen to me in another 20-30 years? I dont want to be a nyanyuk granny. I hope that thisis just my nonsense theory Things will be good. All is well Mengarut je ni kan kan kan

9.00 am, GRPC PETRONAS KLCC. I was contemplating few times, wondering whats the thing I want to do, to pursue in my life. Just follow the flow isn't so bad, life is still going to be ups and downs tho. It is just the matter of fulfilling and satisfying the dreams I had before. I don't want to look back and regret for not taking a step forward earlier. I cannot guarantee that I can succeed or happy with my choice, but at least I wont regret of not trying at all. This morning, I scrolled the myPETRONAS  website (website for employees) and saw Tan Sri Wan Zul (CEO & President of PETRONAS) and then I wanted to know about him, so I googled his profile which then took me to Adelaide University website, fees and scholarship. This thing made me contemplating, again, whether to pursue my studies or not. During my school days, I was so determined to further my studies overseas, and Adelaide is one of my dream university. Rezeki wasn't on my side (I mean for scholarship and ...

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum :) So, this is my first post in 2018 aha! Happy 22 nd birthday to myself, and also Happy 23 rd Anniversary to my Ma & Ayah. I called home at 1 something pm, planning on wishing them happy anniversary but they wished me happy birthday first. My eyes got teary and I couldn’t even tell them how grateful I am for being the daughter. I wanted to tell them that I'm happy and hope that they’ll always happy too. I don’t say “I love you” and so did my parents. But we knew and always know that we love each other. I love mama, ayah, with full of my heart. May Allah bless you guys, and grant you with jannah. Love, Your lovely eldest child

Assalamualaikum. Hi there! It has been sooo long since the last post isn’t it? Well, yeah ive been busy with life kehkehkeh. So this post is a continuation from my post  Sarjana Muda Muamalat , since a buttload of people have been asking me about it, through my twitter and email. Most of them were asking about job prospect and subjects to be taken. Okay about the subject (we called it as course outline), I’m not sure whether I can post it here (the pdf) but I think it is okay if I just list them here. So basically muamalat sounds like you’ll learn more about islamic things and yeah it is true. The subject that ive been taken since the last 4 semesters are : ·          Fiqh muamalat, Usul fiqh, ulum quran, ulum hadis, islamic accounting, islamic marketing, tarikh tasyri’, islamic entrepreneurship, application in fiqh muamalat, fiqh muasarah, islamic investment, islamic financial management, qawaid fiqh, business math, informatio...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Assalamualaikum. Allah bagi hidayah nak post something sebab Allah tunjukkan something yang cukup nak gerakkan hati ini. Kadang-kadang, benda yang sangat direct contohnya macam ceramah agama kat masjid tu, susah kita nak terima masuk dalam hati tentang apa yang disampaikan. Padahal dah terang tang tang cakap pasal hakikat manusia dan agama, ibadah dan syariat. Tapi nak buat macam mana, kalau hati ada titik hitam aisy hidayah ke ilmu ke macam susah sangat nak masuk hati dan otak.   Okay, berbalik pada kisah tadi. Saya ada kelas Islamic Accounting at 8am (supposed to be) tapi prof selalu datang past 8.30 am *sigh*. As a typical Haziqah Aini, I felt like I wasn’t comfortable with the way I wear my shawl so I decided to go to surau fakulti and betulkan pape yang patut. Here, the “hidayah” went into my heart eceh. As I got into surau, I saw some people solat Dhuha and I was like, “bagusnya orang yang solat ni”. I was hesitating whether ...

Assalamualaikum :) Ohh it has been so long since I updated my blog. 2016 already wow. Just giving an additional information, now I’m studying in UiTM Shah Alam in Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian, 2 nd semester. Course apa tu? Nak tau ke? Okay I terang sikit sikit okay. Kursus : Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian Fakulti : Akademi Pengajian Islam Kontemporari Tempoh : 7 semester ( 3 tahun setengah )                 Okay, since I already in 2 nd semester so I’ll tell you guys what I’d learnt in 1 st semester. Are you expecting me to learn econs, account isn’t it? Hahah tak tepat sangat sipi sipi je kena. The subjects in 1 st semester are : Ulum Quran, Aqidah Islamiyyah, Personality Development in Islam, Ekonomi Islam, arabic, CTU and English.                 Sebenarnya kalau nak apply course ni, masa SPM dulu dia kena ...

Talking about further studies overseas, it breaks my heart. Sampai sekarang, entah kenapa belum boleh nak move on. And for now i realized something. I realized that i myself, not really thinking about studies but more to 'status'. To have a status as "overseas graduated" must be great isn't? The greed of Haziqah. (all above came out spontaneously when i wrote this. That's mean, i discovered all that thing in a meanwhile i tried to gain ideas for writing) Rejected from gaining any scholarship. In other word, disqualified. In good word, takde rezeki. Lastly, i told myself "mesti ada hikmah untuk segala yang berlaku". Well, we have to believe the power of hikmah. Power of hikmah. Hmm yeah. It just that i envy everyone around me. Those who are able to get scholarship. Those who are waiting to fly overseas. Dapat fly, tu yang paling frust. Sebab dari kecik nak study luar negara. Then bila masuk integomb, tengok seniors ramai g...

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum J I never hope that there is someone who will read this. I hope there is none. I just wanna spill out everything. I’m clueless. I don’t know what to do, really I am. I just finished my foundation last few days. For now, I need to wait patiently for my result to cone out. I got a very bad result for my first sem and I should get much more better for this sem, so that I could balance the total cgpa. What I need, only above 3.5 but it seems like impossible for me to achieve. I’m so scared. This is my first time for getting a very bad result for a big exam. Why I call this as a big exam ? Cause with this, I can apply for scholarship but unfortunately, my results are not good at all. Yup, not good at all. No, ni bukan tipu I am serious. Yup, above 3.0 but below 3.5 oh myy what am I doing during my first sem??? Seriously I don’t know what to do. The only thing that I can do right now is doa, praying that I will get the best for my life. I rea...

Assalamualaikum . 2#resipiuntukorangyangtakpandaimasak ni cara paling senang. percayalah~ Bahan-bahan Ayam ( aku selalu letak bhagian kaki dan yg kecik2 je ) Bawang putih 4-5 ulas (diketuk) Bawang besar sebiji (potong biasa2 je) Halia seinci atau seruas jari (potong je) Lada sulah ( aku guna cap ajinomoto, makanya dia berperisa ) Garam Air sebanyak yg kau nak ( aku buat selalunya setengah periuk besar ) Daun sup dan bawang goreng Tapi masa semalam aku masak, bawang besar aku tak letak sebab kat rumah dah habis hehee. Daun sup dengan bawang goreng pun aku tak letak. Pun sebab takde gak.  Yang penting bawang putih ade kay. Cara-cara Masukkan ayam, bawang putih, bawang besar, halia dalam air setengah periuk tu. Kalau kau guna kaki ayam, reneh lama sikit, supaya lembut. Lepas mendidih, masukkan lada sulah. Masukkan banyak sikit, baru umph Letak garam. Reneh lama sikit supaya rasa sebati. SIAP :) Nak hidang tu letak la daun sup dengan bawang goreng. ...

Assalamualaikum :) 1#resipiuntukorangtakpandaimasak Setakat aku hidup ni menggoogle resipi ni, tak pernah lagi aku jumpa resipi tomyam yang lagi senang daripada cara mak aku masak. Jadi kepada sesiapa yang tak pandai masak tu, lepas baca resipi ni mesti pandai punyalah masak tomyam >.< ambik ni.... ni serving untuk satu family, lebih kurang 5-7 orang. Bahan-bahan  ayam potong dadu secukupnya (boleh je ganti dengan udang, sotong ) 2 kiub tomyam ( tak kisah la knorr ke, maggi ke ) sebiji tomato potong 4 sebiji bawang besar, bawang holland lagi bagus (taktau bawang holland, pergi google sendiri) sayur seperti kobis, carrot, jagung ( pilihan ) serai 2 ulas ( aku tak letak hehehe ) 2 helai daun limau cili 5 biji ( kalau nak pedas, potong cili tu ) garam secukup rasa Okay, seterusnya.... Cara-cara masukkan air 1 liter atau lebih kurang separuh periuk besar masukkan semua ayam, dua kiub tomyam, bawang dan reneh sampai menggelegak masukkan sayur...

Tuisyen tamat . Berjalan keluar rumah . " Jap , nama siapa ? " " Haziqah " " Okay " . senyum . " Eh , nama kau ?" " Haziq " " Oh " . Senyum . Dan itu sahaja . 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . to the readers , thank you for reading and visiting :) Rasanya dah tahukan, yang saya ni dah form 4 punn . Life in school hanya tinggal setahun yang macam YA ALLAH , aku nak SPM dahhhhh !! huwaa .. Saya bukan nak menangis sebab saya SPM . Bukan menangis gembira kerana nak habis sekolah . Tidak ye, tidak .Rasa nak nangis tu sebab school life dah nak habis :( For those yang nak cepat habis sekolah sebab nak freedom tuh , lupakan jelah . Nanti hangpa jugak yang asyik datang sekolah balik . WE ARE SENIORS ! When we're Form 1 , we are PRA JUNIOR . When we're Form 2 , we are JUNIOR. When we're Form 3 , we are SUPER JUNIOR *wahahahaa* When we're Form 4 , we are SENIOR . and lastly , When we're Form 5 , we are SUPER SENIOR . *credit tu atiqafiraismail :) life is getting harder . Of course lah . Baru sekarang aku dapat rasa hidup tu ibarat roda . Ada masa kita kat atas , dan ada masa kita kat bawah . Kalau selama ni result p...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . Pernah tak kita terasa yang kita ni baik ? So, macam mana korang define baik ? Kenapa korang kata korang baik ?   Bukan senang nak jadi baik . Is it true ? Sebenarnya kita sendiri yang define macam mana baik untuk kita fahami. There're so much people that have a thought : orang yang solat , pakai tudung tu baik . Okeh , nampak skema betul ! Tapi takpelah , ikuti skema Allah dan Rasulullah :) Saya sebenarnya baru terfikir pasal benda ni lepas baca novel Hlovate , Versus . For those yang dah baca mungkin akan sedar yang saya banyak mencedok idea daripada novel tersebut . Tapi itulah juga yang saya nak sampaikan . Entah untuk kali yang ke berapa saya baca novel tersebut , baru saya berfikir dengan sebetul-betulnya . For me, orang yang dah ikut apa yang disuruh pun dah dikira baik. Tapi siapa yang betul-betul sedar bahawa definisi BAIK pada manusia dan pada Allah itu berbeza ? Dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 208 yang bermaksud : Wa...

1. Berambut perang..tak pun rambut kaler merah highlight sikit-sikit budget Avril  2. Kau pintal-pintal rambut kat public dengan lidah terjelir-jelir.. 3. Snap gambar dari atas, buat duck face & kau upload kat Facebook..geli doh tengok..kalau 1 album nama kau, dalam tu semua muka itik kau. Muka penuh depan kamera..semuat-muat frame.. 4. Kau rasa comel bila kau type message ‘ewww..jum lepak..busyan lorh…umah tadew orang..pakwe gie maen futsal pulark..busyan busyan! T__T’ macam ayam kau tahu tak 5. Kau kerek bila kau makan kat fastfood ngan member-member kau..kau snap gamba sana-sini macam tempat tu tak de orang..annoying ! 6. Kau pakai baju nampak sana sini kau pegi jalan-jalan kat bandar..kau seronok lah abang misai pandang pastu tulis kat facebook ‘nyampah nyew adew abang misai usya-usya kitew..tark syukew tark syukew larh’ Perosak bahasa . 8. Kau pakai tudung tapi kau pakai jeans yang abang misai dari jauh boleh nampak punggung kau yang jatuh tu.. ...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. waaah, almost 1 month I left my blog berhabuk, haha eh, ada sebab lah.. I went to.. Program Perkhemahan Cuti Sekolah PERMATApintar 2011 :) love it gila gila ! I miss my classmates, oppps my CP2 family.. Atuk Azwa + Nenek Nina Paklong Ng Mummy Naz + Daddy Dineish Paksu Zharif + Maksu Mariani Adik-beradik ku, kak Huda , kak Ed n Intan Sepupuku yg gebu, Faisal , Amizul n Farah ni ziqah bersama-sama Nina masa makan tengah hari pada hari perasmian :) Dari kiri : Farah, Haziqah,Nenek Nina, Naz, Atuk Azwa, Intan dan Huda.. haa, ni masa kami pergi ke kilang coklat Beryl's di Bangi.. on that day, ziqah patutnya bagi public speaking.. so, I picked this topic, about CHOCOLATE !! lepas melawat kilang Beryl's, kami makan aiskrim di Ice Room.. dah la pakai baju permata yang warnanya hijau.. sebijik macam pekerja Ice room nih.. this picture was taken on the last day.. see, cantik tak b...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. so, what do you thing ? hmm, betul lah tu.. that's what my heart say lah ! wahahaha... ape ape je lah.. I would like to remind that,, ni hanyalah post untuk mengisi masa lapang, memandangkan dah terjumpa gambar2 yang menarik ni :) salam ukhuwah~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... haha, nak perkenalkan my kawan yang CUN MELECUN, cik siti nur YEN ! ok, jangan terkejut dengan nama yang UNIK tuh ;p Yen, merupakan kawan batch saya merangkap anak buah saya untuk subjek Sejarah.. yelaa, memandangkan tiada siapa yang sudi mengambilnya sebagai anak buah, saya pun TERPAKSA merelakan diri untuk menjadi fasinya ! *wahahahaha* ada sebab orang lain tak sanggup nah ambik yen sebagai anak buah mereka.. antara sebabnya termasuklah...... 1) Yen berkemampuan untuk menjadi tuuut.... tapi takpe, saya mampu menghadapinya.. 2) Yen boleh bertukar menjadi Mr. Hyde memandangkan dia pernah terminum potion yang telah dicipta oleh Dr. Jekyll.. saya pernah nasihatkan dia.. tapi dia degil !! 3) saya tak tau nak katagorikan dia sebagai apa lagi.... 5) Inilah hulk muslimah.. 6) Yang paling penting, Yen ialah superYEN aka ulam-ulam superman.. eh, jangan salah faham tau ! Yen bukan ulam-ulam.. tapi superYEN tu yang ulam-ulam.. yen baik tau ! Sebagai penghias bicara ak...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... sedarlah bahawa TRIAL is around d corner !!! *adakah secomel ini menjawab exam,? haha.. kepada ahli GENVIXY yang tersayang, sila baca buku rajin2 ye... nak 9A takk?? hehe, macam ayat Liyana tak? tapi jangan la stay up teruk sangat... nanti tertidur masa jawab exam karang, susah ! lastly,, our mission, 801 A's PMR 2011 let's strive towards it !

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