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Bismillah, Assalamualaikum J

I never hope that there is someone who will read this. I hope there is none. I just wanna spill out everything. I’m clueless. I don’t know what to do, really I am.
I just finished my foundation last few days. For now, I need to wait patiently for my result to cone out. I got a very bad result for my first sem and I should get much more better for this sem, so that I could balance the total cgpa. What I need, only above 3.5 but it seems like impossible for me to achieve.

I’m so scared.

This is my first time for getting a very bad result for a big exam. Why I call this as a big exam ? Cause with this, I can apply for scholarship but unfortunately, my results are not good at all. Yup, not good at all. No, ni bukan tipu I am serious.
Yup, above 3.0 but below 3.5 oh myy what am I doing during my first sem???

Seriously I don’t know what to do. The only thing that I can do right now is doa, praying that I will get the best for my life. I really hope that my second sem results can help me cover up my first sem results. Semoga ada rezeki untuk saya dapat biasiswa untuk saya sambung belajar.  It just I really don’t want to burden my parents .
If there is anyone who read this, could you please pray for me too?

Jazakallahu kheyr  J

Assalamualaikum.

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