Forgetful






aku kan, dah lupa banyak benda.
I wonder, is it normal to be this forgetful?

Once, I talked to my best friend how clever I was during my schooldays.
I didnt study much, but I scored the best.
Maybe because my brain is older than my real age.

Then I started to think that, if my brain is older than my real age, means right now my brain is just old enough which made me become so forgetful. So whats gonna happen to me in another 20-30 years? I dont want to be a nyanyuk granny.

I hope that thisis just my nonsense theory
Things will be good. All is well
Mengarut je ni kan kan kan

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