TheCallaLily

Talking about further studies overseas, it breaks my heart. Sampai sekarang, entah kenapa belum boleh nak move on. And for now i realized something. I realized that i myself, not really thinking about studies but more to 'status'. To have a status as "overseas graduated" must be great isn't? The greed of Haziqah. (all above came out spontaneously when i wrote this. That's mean, i discovered all that thing in a meanwhile i tried to gain ideas for writing) Rejected from gaining any scholarship. In other word, disqualified. In good word, takde rezeki. Lastly, i told myself "mesti ada hikmah untuk segala yang berlaku". Well, we have to believe the power of hikmah. Power of hikmah. Hmm yeah. It just that i envy everyone around me. Those who are able to get scholarship. Those who are waiting to fly overseas. Dapat fly, tu yang paling frust. Sebab dari kecik nak study luar negara. Then bila masuk integomb, tengok seniors ramai g

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum J I never hope that there is someone who will read this. I hope there is none. I just wanna spill out everything. I’m clueless. I don’t know what to do, really I am. I just finished my foundation last few days. For now, I need to wait patiently for my result to cone out. I got a very bad result for my first sem and I should get much more better for this sem, so that I could balance the total cgpa. What I need, only above 3.5 but it seems like impossible for me to achieve. I’m so scared. This is my first time for getting a very bad result for a big exam. Why I call this as a big exam ? Cause with this, I can apply for scholarship but unfortunately, my results are not good at all. Yup, not good at all. No, ni bukan tipu I am serious. Yup, above 3.0 but below 3.5 oh myy what am I doing during my first sem??? Seriously I don’t know what to do. The only thing that I can do right now is doa, praying that I will get the best for my life. I rea