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Expectation

Once, mom scolded me for being helpful and told me to fried the fishes. So that was my first time siang ikan, seasoned them with salt and turmeric before fried them all. I was in standard 5 that time, means 11 years old, being scolded for not knowing how to do all those stuffs. Mom might be having a pms moment that time which made her did that to me but why am I telling this out of a sudden? Expectation. Because I am the first child. I am a girl. So that is my intro for this post. We are living this life with full of expectation. Other’s expectation towards us or our expectation against others. Well, it is actually normal thing to happen in our daily life, but the way we handle the situation will make a difference. As for me, I’ve a difficulty to live within the expectation. Why? Because people around me had a high expectation about me. So I found life is so frustrating. I failed myself too many times. I’m not gonna list down all those disappointing
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Forgetful

aku kan, dah lupa banyak benda. I wonder, is it normal to be this forgetful? Once, I talked to my best friend how clever I was during my schooldays. I didnt study much, but I scored the best. Maybe because my brain is older than my real age. Then I started to think that, if my brain is older than my real age, means right now my brain is just old enough which made me become so forgetful. So whats gonna happen to me in another 20-30 years? I dont want to be a nyanyuk granny. I hope that thisis just my nonsense theory Things will be good. All is well Mengarut je ni kan kan kan
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Contemplating

9.00 am, GRPC PETRONAS KLCC. I was contemplating few times, wondering whats the thing I want to do, to pursue in my life. Just follow the flow isn't so bad, life is still going to be ups and downs tho. It is just the matter of fulfilling and satisfying the dreams I had before. I don't want to look back and regret for not taking a step forward earlier. I cannot guarantee that I can succeed or happy with my choice, but at least I wont regret of not trying at all. This morning, I scrolled the myPETRONAS  website (website for employees) and saw Tan Sri Wan Zul (CEO & President of PETRONAS) and then I wanted to know about him, so I googled his profile which then took me to Adelaide University website, fees and scholarship. This thing made me contemplating, again, whether to pursue my studies or not. During my school days, I was so determined to further my studies overseas, and Adelaide is one of my dream university. Rezeki wasn't on my side (I mean for scholarship and
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1st May with LOVE

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum :) So, this is my first post in 2018 aha! Happy 22 nd birthday to myself, and also Happy 23 rd Anniversary to my Ma & Ayah. I called home at 1 something pm, planning on wishing them happy anniversary but they wished me happy birthday first. My eyes got teary and I couldn’t even tell them how grateful I am for being the daughter. I wanted to tell them that I'm happy and hope that they’ll always happy too. I don’t say “I love you” and so did my parents. But we knew and always know that we love each other. I love mama, ayah, with full of my heart. May Allah bless you guys, and grant you with jannah. Love, Your lovely eldest child <3 p="">
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Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian II

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Assalamualaikum. Hi there! It has been sooo long since the last post isn’t it? Well, yeah ive been busy with life kehkehkeh. So this post is a continuation from my post  Sarjana Muda Muamalat , since a buttload of people have been asking me about it, through my twitter and email. Most of them were asking about job prospect and subjects to be taken. Okay about the subject (we called it as course outline), I’m not sure whether I can post it here (the pdf) but I think it is okay if I just list them here. So basically muamalat sounds like you’ll learn more about islamic things and yeah it is true. The subject that ive been taken since the last 4 semesters are : ·          Fiqh muamalat, Usul fiqh, ulum quran, ulum hadis, islamic accounting, islamic marketing, tarikh tasyri’, islamic entrepreneurship, application in fiqh muamalat, fiqh muasarah, islamic investment, islamic financial management, qawaid fiqh, business math, information technology, and few elective subjects.
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Tiba-tiba dapat hidayah!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Assalamualaikum. Allah bagi hidayah nak post something sebab Allah tunjukkan something yang cukup nak gerakkan hati ini. Kadang-kadang, benda yang sangat direct contohnya macam ceramah agama kat masjid tu, susah kita nak terima masuk dalam hati tentang apa yang disampaikan. Padahal dah terang tang tang cakap pasal hakikat manusia dan agama, ibadah dan syariat. Tapi nak buat macam mana, kalau hati ada titik hitam aisy hidayah ke ilmu ke macam susah sangat nak masuk hati dan otak.   Okay, berbalik pada kisah tadi. Saya ada kelas Islamic Accounting at 8am (supposed to be) tapi prof selalu datang past 8.30 am *sigh*. As a typical Haziqah Aini, I felt like I wasn’t comfortable with the way I wear my shawl so I decided to go to surau fakulti and betulkan pape yang patut. Here, the “hidayah” went into my heart eceh. As I got into surau, I saw some people solat Dhuha and I was like, “bagusnya orang yang solat ni”. I was hesitating whether to p
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Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian

Assalamualaikum :) Ohh it has been so long since I updated my blog. 2016 already wow. Just giving an additional information, now I’m studying in UiTM Shah Alam in Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian, 2 nd semester. Course apa tu? Nak tau ke? Okay I terang sikit sikit okay. Kursus : Sarjana Muda Muamalat Kepujian Fakulti : Akademi Pengajian Islam Kontemporari Tempoh : 7 semester ( 3 tahun setengah )                 Okay, since I already in 2 nd semester so I’ll tell you guys what I’d learnt in 1 st semester. Are you expecting me to learn econs, account isn’t it? Hahah tak tepat sangat sipi sipi je kena. The subjects in 1 st semester are : Ulum Quran, Aqidah Islamiyyah, Personality Development in Islam, Ekonomi Islam, arabic, CTU and English.                 Sebenarnya kalau nak apply course ni, masa SPM dulu dia kena ambil QS, PSI, Arab so baru layak memohon. Sebab course ni baru lagi maka requirements untuk layak diterima tu rendah je, muet pun band 2 je. Tunggu
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